if only…

If only you could see,
How I long to be with thee
How I suffer,
When you’re not with me

If only walls could speak,
It’ll tell you a tale…
A tale of love
A fairy tale…

If only you could hear,
How my heart beats…
How it speaks
Thy precious name…

If only I could be,
The one you’ll love…
The one for you…
You’ll cherish and have

If only you would know…
My love is pure…
As pure as crystal…
As pure as a dove

If only you’d realise,
How much I love you.
How much I’ll sacrifice,
For you to see me through…

If only you could feel,
How much I rush
How much I try
How ready I’d die…

If only you could see,
If only you could hear,
If only you could feel,
The love I’ll give

If only you’ll accept…
This little heart
For I am ready…
To be with thou art.

Just don’t forget…
Forever’s not enough…
For I shall but be with thee…
For all Eternity.

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A time of gifts, fireworks, and eating…

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Yes! Its Christmas once again! The time that a lot of people are waiting for. People of all ages, young and old, proffesionals, simple workers and of course students and children. Christmas has been a celebration given much importance in our family as far as I could remember. It is a time of giving, sharing, forgiveness, and togetherness. The time where separated families come together to be with their loved ones, to be with the ones they love most.

Now, almost all families spend their joyful Christmas season differently. In my family, Christmas is an extremely awaited season. Especially to me, as far as I could remember. christmas is a highly anticipated season for me. Because of the long holiday, gifts, food, and being with my family.

But, the true meaning of Christmas is slowly being forgotten. It is something that we should put great improtance to. It is something that should be reminded of. Let us take the word Christmas. What do you think is the word of basis for this word? Isn’t it Christ? Then why are we celebrating Christmas with Santa Claus as the center of attention? We should give thanks for the blessings that our Lord God have given to us. Not to Santa Claus.

Chrismas is a season of love. The love that exudes from the hearts of the ones around us, of the ones who love us, and of course the love from Jesus. Love, such a contreversial word that has different meanings to different people. Some believe that is love when you LIKE someone. For me, love is the pure act of being ready to sacrifice yourself for a person, or to people you give great importance to.

So, how did I spend my Christmas Vacation? On the first half of the 2-week vacation I went to Baguio. Originally, I was only going to San Fernando to accompany my Father to pick up my mother. But to my great surprise, he said ‘Agimpake kan, inka dijay Baguio’. Oh how thrilled I was to here those words. “I’m going to Baguio!”, I said to myself. So immediately I packed my stuff with only the necessities and we went on our ways. When we arrived in San Fernando, my father dropped us off at the Partas Bus Terminal, me, my aunt, and my cousins. when we arrived in Baguio, we parted ways. They went to my aunt’s eldest daughter’s house and I went to my brother and his familiy’s apartment. The apartment was strategically located at the center of Baguio just in front of SLU, so everywhere else is just walking distance. so what didi I do there? Well, walk, walk and shop. Every afternoon that I was there, I would go out and go to Session Road, to look at the shops and stores that are located there. Afterwards, I would go straight to the top and go to SM. who wouldn’t know SM nowadays? There, I would walk for hours scouting for new garment to buy, but sometimes, just simply window shopping. at night I would go to the Sky Deck located at the top floor and look at the wonderful view. the lights at night look like Christmas lights placed on the mountains. Such a wonderful sight to see, but at daylight, Baguio simply looks like a big chunk of squatter’s area. You can smell the polluted air, you can see the compact houses so close to each other, and you would wonder, ‘How did Baguio look like before all of this happpened?’. Before houses were built so close to each other, before when it rained every afternoon, and it will fog, and it is colder than what it is now. It left me with a great question, ‘ Why did Baguio City become this’. When I was finally going home, I went to the Partas Bus Terminal. When I arrived at my destination, surprise got the best of me. the lin almlong as the Session Road! So, for one last time, I went to SM for a short while. When I exited Sm, I was already carrying a bag of goldfishes I bought at the mall. I finally fell in line, and waited and waitet, and standed for almost 3 hours. After the long waiting, I said to myself, “Yes, I’m finally going home”. But then, luck wasn’t on my side, I was the first one to ride the incoming bus. Once again unluck. When the bus arrived, it was already almost 11, but the driver was to rest for a whi. When we finally 12. When I arrived home, I was so relieved.
When it was Christmas Eve, my anticipation was never higher. I was just so excited. But when midnight came, only 3 people from the house woke up. It was a pretty boring Christmas, but at least I spent some quality time with my mother. Christmas morning, we finally unwrapped the gifts, unfortunately none of them were min Sad to say, but all presents I got were money. Still, I am very thankful of what I had.
After the Christmas Day anticipation was over, a classmate asked who wanted to go swimming. At first I had doubts, but I went anyway. when I arrived there, there were only 6 people who came. 2 of which I barely knew. eventhough we were small in number, I still enjoyed that day. Because I made new friends, and one was generous enough to treat us lunch. My day was satisfying.
New Year is almost here! what excitement and thrill. In New Year’s Eve’ the last day of an unseemingly satisfying year, the house was so busy. All people were preparing and making food for the New Year’s Feast. When it came

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Flashback. Travel backwards to the beginning.

A lot of things happened this past 2010. And I can clearly say that experience is truly the best teacher. Different happenings took place, some of which were extremely unexpected. Some made me happy and some made me sad. But things don’t happen for no reason. There is always an item, an event, anything that starts a chain of events that brings about the occurrence of something expected or unexpected.

2010, a year of fortunes and of course misfortunes. I wouldn’t say that the past year was a glorious, heavenly, perfect year. Cause a lot of things had happened for the past 365 days. things that i wouldn’t even thought of happening. But, as usual, they came in unexpected and surprising ways.

At the beginning of the year, as expected I ate. Ate after the countdown for the year 2010 then slept throughout the whole wee hours of the morning until the early hours of the afternoon. Sad to say, I slept for the majority of the first day of the year.

At the

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HaviaLOVE…

Why am I so addicted to these flipflops called Havianas? Well just like anyone else who likes them, its new, its comfy, and it stylizes you. With wearing these “floppies”, it gives you edge and comfortability.

So join the revolution, The Floppy Revolution that is…

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San Vicente Run!!!

The Experiences of a teenage ILOCANO…

This is what WE do for fun! We RUN!!!!

To the beach…. :-P jajaja….

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About

ME! What can I say that best describes me? Maybe ecstatic, or even a ‘lil bit crazy. But I am just a person, but not an average person, because average is boring and awkward and a classification of those who don’t want to express themselves in many ways. I, on the other hand express myself in a lot of ways. I stay true and real and never being afraid of experimenting with life. Life is a short cycle where we can make the most out of it. So I try to make the most out of life, to enjoy life and to live it the way I want it.

I might be young but I already have a life plan I want to do when I grow up. I want to be an architect, specializing in lifestyle homes. Hahaha. It might be different but that’s me.I want to live somewhere well civilized and city-centric. A place where all you’re needs are just footsteps away from you. World exploration is one of my goals. I want to go to different places in the world like Paris and New York. Paris because of it’s beautiful picturesque setting and of its streets full of history and life. New York because of its Time Square or busy streets with people all over and the beauty of having everything you need and going every where you want to go easily and speedily. But for now, studying is my goal, kinda.

Our family is what you say BIG. I have three brothers, two of which are already married. One with a daughter and the other with two sons. Though they’re old enough I’m still kinda young to be an uncle, that;s because I am the 12 years younger than our eldest. But all is well, I still love my family the way they are. My parents are both managing our family business, furnitures to be exact. I still have some grandparents, coming from both my parents sides. They old but still strong.

Now, I am 14 years old and still counting, born on the 9th day of April in the year1996. My childhood has been a mixture of laughter and sobs. Some memories worth reminiscing, some memories worth forgetting. But still, my childhood has been an adventure. There were times that were good enough to be frozen into and some times I wish I never did or was never a part of. Like my birthdays and celebrations and some like family members passing away.

Proof of my emotional disposition…. ;-)

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Is it really this hard?

WHY??? Why should life be so complicated and full of mysteries and other crap that we must go through? Why should we need challenges that will test us, only to find out that we cannot overcome this stupidities?

Life is hard and full of decisions we must make in order to continue living it. But must we suffer so hard just to endure them? Just to pass this test? I know, I’m being over the top melodramatic but that’s me. And no one else can change me for what I am and for who I am. To continue living in this hard knock life, we must have the guts to be independent and self-proclaimed. Learn to be right and to justify your rights when you know that the line separating you and your rights is getting really thin.

There are times when you are lonely or just sad, and the only ones at your side are your true friends who will stick with you till the end. They are the reasons why this hard knock life is worth livin’ and continuing. They help us in every obstacle we go through. And they love and care for us and just accepts us for who we really are. NO MAN IS AN ISLAND live your life with the ones you love most and then you’ll know theyre all worth it.

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Cow Dung Tae-ness Experience!!!!

On a field trip of San Vicente with my classmates. An unexpected happening happened to me. It was a wierd thing to experience. While riding a motor with my friends, my foot was hanging very close to the ground, and unexpectedly poo struck on my foot. Cow poo to be exact. Oh, how unlucky of me to deserve this, well not that its a very bad thing but still its weird and unusual. So if you don’t want cow poo to be all over your foot and your precious Tsinelas, you better keep it on the pedal where you put your foot on.

This shouldn’t have happened if always kept my foot on the pedal. aBut stupid little me, I didn’t so…..

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Hello world!

Hellow world! Hello humans, aliens, plants, animals….. and every little tiny nano micro thing out there that doesn’t matter in the world…..
It hurts to say hello when you really want to, but in the end you need to say goodbye even if you know you’re heart will break into sextillion pieces to the ground….

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